MY LIMITATIONS : THE SELF SATISFACTION

 ONLY I KNOW MYSELF BEST

JUST LET ME MAKE MY DECISION

I ACCEPT THAT I CAN'T BE WITH PEOPLE ALL TIME. IT'S CLEARLY MY CHOICE. I WAS NOT LIKE THIS BY BIRTH, THIS WORLD HAS CHANGED ME. NOW I GET THE REAL POWER OF IT. I KNOW MYSELF THE BEST SO,  AT LEAST LET ME DECIDE. I CAN BE WRONG FOR HUNDRED TIMES, SELF SATISFACTION IS SOMETHING I AM DYING TO HAVE. IT IS THE BIGGEST MYSTERY OF MY LIFE. THE LONG MY LIFE WILL LAST AS LONG I WILL NO SATISFIED. LET ME PROVE WHO I AM? I DON'T WANT ANY SURNAME LET ME MAKE MYSELF A BRAND. I DON'T WANT TO BE UPON SPOON-FEEDING. TO MAKE MY WAY I NEED A FREEDOM. I WANT MY LIFE A SECRET, MY DECISIONS WOULD BE MINE. I CAN'T TRUST ON THIS WORLD, THIS IS WHAT I AM GETTING THROUGH. I AM STRUGGLING FOR THE DAY I WOULD BE PROUD OF MY HARD WORK. THE WAY I HAVE CHOSEN IS MY OWN WAY WHICH I WANT TO RUN ALL  BY MYSELF. THIS WORLD MIGHT HAVE A DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEW FOR ME BUT I AM NOT GOING TO LET OFF THINGS. I WILL NOT RUIN MY TALENT BECAUSE OF THE TAUNTS THE WORLD WILL GIVE ME. IT LITERALLY HURTS, I CAN SAY THAT MILLIONS OF TIMES THAT I DON'T CARE, BUT STILL, IT HURTS. IT'S OK! WITH THE HOPE THAT THE WORLD WILL ACCEPT ME I AM CARRYING ON THIS, ONE DAY. THIS ALL IS A SECRET FOR EVERYONE. AND I FEEL SAFE IN THIS DARK.